the purpose im doing this!

nuerull osman

deactive facebook,
URL changed,
off fone,

its not really what i really want to do...
im just being ignored,so i react like that,
im sure u know that im afraid to be left,

but now,
u made it,
it your choice,
who am i  to stop you??

if really this one is not really meant to u...
than just trow me..trow away like rubbish...

dont know what make me
crazy in love with you,
crazy loving you.

but really,
the decision in your hands,
plus you are the man right??

owh nurul!!!
what make any sense to him??
he kind of does not want you anyway!
plus you are not that type that he want!!!
look at you!!!
ugly right??
look at her...
much more better that you!!
do you have any mirror at your room???!!!


ya....
what i mean to him?
when i really mean to him..?
i left everythings...
idiot me...
loving someone who i dont know that he loves me or not..

standing inside the dream
that i will have child with him!
living in a not really big house,but that is enough for me and him plus our child,
im working,so do him...
getting older together,getting exited to get grandchildren together!!!!!!!!!!!!


silly nurul!!!!!





that things would not happen
stop dreaming and get back here!!
to the real world!!
this is the real world!!
real world!!