stay remain or just leave ? give me an answer.

miss nuerull osman ;

stay along with the line and forget all about us
or
should i stay remain.waiting,lived in the all memories.

what should i do?
dont know. really dont know.

YA ALLAH 
kau menguji hambamu ini dengan
seluruh jiwanya.
seluruh rohaninya.
seluruh harga rindunya
seluruh harga sayangnya.

YA ALLAH 
aku minta permudahkan lah urusan
memadamkan DIA dari memori hidupku.
aku minta permudahkan lah urusan
menghilangkan DIA dari urusan kehidupanku.

talking to the moon
is what we do last time.

really.by days passed, i should forget about you.
but
you have a devil with you.
why you sent me your devil?
why?

idiot some time.
when im crying missing u.
while in the same time u had a real good life.
but i just cant stop missing u,i dont know.

after all you have done to me,
i still cant learn to HATE you.

they ask me to do that,HATING you,FORGETING you.
but at this moment,i cant.really cant.